Garuda di dadaku!

Bom baru meledak lagi. pertama tau tadi dr temen gue jam 9 pagi pas dikelas "ta ada bom nih di ritz carlton" yang pertama terlintas dipikiran gue adalah "desss makin jelek aja nih indonesia dimata dunia" (nasionalisme gue langsung on fire) sempet muncul harapan pas temen gue bilang "ta itu kemungkinan cuma genset aja bukan bom" tapi ternyata pas ntn di tv ruang guru itu beneran bom. seolah belom cukup buat orang2 panik udah langsung muncul aja terror bom dimana2. yang katanya masih ada 8 bom yg belom ditemuin lah, terus tiba2 ada sms yg isinya nyuruh warga beware atas 40 bom yg masih nyebar di tempat2 jakarta, blablabla.. Ga abis pikir aja gue. Maunya apa ya kira2 yg ngebom? kalo dia orang indonesia, gue lebih ga abis pikir lagi. maksudnya apa? mati syahid? duh, mati syahid ga ditempuh dengan cara ini, sayang.. apa sih motifnya? politik? jelekkin nama indonesia? apa bunuh diri? gosh gue bener2 ga tau deh apa yg ada dipikirannya, semuanya ga ada yg make sense alesannya. gimana ntar tanggepan dunia kalo ngeliat beritanya? pariwisata bakal turun ga ya? expat bakal eksodus ga ya? yang paling nyesek adalah... malu sama malaysia. dan lebih miris lagi....... MU batal tanding, phoenix dan mew batal dateng, javarockinland juga delayed mungkin. tadi jero wacik ngomong semoga ga ada eksodus di indonesia, dan sampe saat ini sih katanya belom ada yg pulang ke negara asalnya karna alesan takut bom, tapi emang udah jadwalnya pulang. ekonomi juga alhamdulillah tadi masih stabil, saham IHSG sempet nurun tapi akhirnya naik lagi. Udah deh, gue udah ga tau mau ngomong apa lagi.. Pak SBY sabar ya, orang sabar disayang Tuhan. and i surely dont regret my decision to vote for SBY :) Buat terorisnya... selamat pertanggungjawabkan dengan Allah ya kekecewaan&kesedihan semua warga Indonesia. Buat keluarga yg ditinggalkan, tabah yaa semoga Allah memberi kesabaran dan ketabahan buat yg ditinggalkan. Buat tourists atau expats yg di Indonesia.. dont leave indonesia, it's as safe as a blanket. well maybe not as safe as a blanket, but trust us, you'll be safe here if you have faith in indonesia. Terakhir buat semua warga indonesia... ayo dong semuanya, prove the world kalo indonesia itu tempat yang aman, yang layak buat dikunjungin, walopun masih banyak banget yg harus dibenahin.. makanya itu kita sbg warga negara juga harus ngebantu pemerintah buat ngebenahin negara, jangan cuma nonton dan protes aja. semoga nanti jamannya generasi kita yang mimpin, indonesia jadi negara yang jauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh lebih baik. ga ada lagi bom2 atau anceman terror, ga ada lagi korupsi, ga ada lagi masalah aneh2... Ya Allah bantulah semua warga Indonesia untuk jadi lebih baik amiiiiin ya robbal alamin. last words... miris banget ya liat indonesia kena aksi teror lagi padahal 5 taun terakhir ini progress negara kita dalam banyak bidang lagi bagus2nya lho :'( but we sure are not afraid of terror, our love for indonesia is so much bigger than that.

Late holiday post

phew, it has been a long time since the last time i wrote. dont have much to tell though. anywhoooooo.. it's holiday and i aint goin anywhere. but last week i had a (very fun) trip with my friends to pulau seribu!!! we slept in dimas' house in pulau pramuka. and i had my first snorkel experience! never thought sea water could be so... salty. i mean, i know that sea water contains salt, it's just.. so salty that's it. here's the pict

it's us snorkeling. not floating. hahaha. o, and i went to tamansafari with my middle school friends a day before pulauseribu. hence i was so exhausted. but that was a fun trip too. i was forced to go into the reptile aquarium. can you imagine how.... eww is that? and i took a pic with a baby lion (im not sure if it's still a baby or not but it was in the "baby zoo" zone)
p.s. this post been written before on june 30, but it got deleted so i wrote it for the second time

Taking a moment just to write a post about butterfly

Wow 2 posts in a day. Lg feel like writing aja haha. Now i wanna tell you a bit about my favorite song, Butterfly. Emg sih jason mraz udah super-duper-extra-mainstream-and-lame, tp gue ttp msh suka sih sm bbrp lagu2nya. Walopun eneg sm bosen apalagi kalo diputer di toko2 di mall gitu. Soalnya jaman2 albumnya br kluar dan belom became super-duper-extra-mainstream-and-lame gitu, yg jaman2nya im yours blm booming2 amat, gue diperkenalkan amilah pd lagu butterfly. Dan suka bgt sampe skrg ga bosen2. Because yes, that song has a lot of memories.
1. Katanya someone from my past suka bgt sm butterfly
2. Wkt itu i went to sambara with another someone dan dimobil dengerin butterfly mulu jadi skrg kalo dgr butterfly pasti inget...
3. Wkt itu ntn jason mraz di javajazz trs gue sm ami amat sangat berharap butterfly diputerin tapi ga kunjung diputer, gue sm ami smp udh mau ngs. Sampe akhirnya pas lagu terakhir diputer! Gosh seneng bgt gue sm ami sampe jejingkrakan gitu!
Ya pokoknya begitulah.. Haha ga penting ya post yg ini

A story about Plum and ABC

I have a story about a girl named plum. Once upon a time, a long time ago (well if you call 5 years long), plum fell in love with a boy (we'll call him A). She told A's friend that she was in love with A and suddenly the whole school knew that plum liked A! Gossips and rumors were start spreading. But A didn't ever seem to acknowledge plum. He knows her. He plays in the same circles with her. They just never talked to each other. One day, A's friend told A that plum liked him! Oh my was it so wrong. And the boy said "i don't like her, not a bit" and that was a stab in the heart for plum. But she didn't seem to stop falling in love with him, with the whole school know and he himself knows, she didn't seem to stop liking him. But she and him were never friends, even before she liked him. It was as if they were never knew each other because they hardly ever talked, even though they were in the same circles. It went on and on and on for 3 whole years. Plum and A were in the same class at 8th grade. Even so, they still weren't talking. A always call plum names. Ugly names. Not to her but through his friends, which apparently were plum's friends too. So plum always knew what A had said about her. Plum was supposed to hate him. But she didn't. What worse was that she kept liking him on and on and on, even though they went to different high school.. In her new school, plum still remembering him everyday, crying over him at night just like back then in middle school, not getting over the fact that she should be moving on and forget him and that he would never like her.. One few many times, God had sent her some boys to replace A. But plum never acknowledged them. Until one day, she fell in love again. It was the first time she fell in love to a boy other than A. Let's call him B. B was her junior. They had some nice conversations on msn, and B was very nice to her. One day in november plum were walking to her friend's house with 2 of her friends. They kept moaning about how hot the weather was and they were wishing that there would be some boys from their school who suddenly came to pick them up with motorcycles. And they got what they wished for. Suddenly brrm brrm brrm..... Some boys wearing their school uniform with motorcycles run past them. Plum and her friends screamed so they could hear them and give them a ride to their friend's house. And they stopped. The boys were their junior. And so they gave plum and her friends a ride. Plum was with this junior she barely knew before, but she tried to be nice by asking him some questions. And he answered. And whoosh... suddenly plum got to her friend's house. Plum didn't know why but her heart was beating a little faster. Her face redden. Then a few days later she said the words "I'm in love" with (oo what would we call him? Okay, C). Sooooo B was only a fling to plum and that was the end of story of B and plum. What plum didn't know was that C already got a girlfriend. Later she found out about that, but plum was plum. She kept being in love with C. The story went on... They were msn-ing a few times, they went to had dinner with their friends, plum sat next to C in the car, plum sat next to C in the restaurant, C laughed to every jokes plum made, plum helped C covered his scar after C fell when he played soccer, plum went to malaysia and singapore with C, C was holding her hand in the haunted house (it was her first time), they were in the same umbrella on the way to the plane, etc., etc.. Rumor had it that C was going to break up with his girlfriend, but they were never breaking up. Until one day, a week after they got back from that trip to malaysia... C broke up with his girlfriend. Plum got so excited she couldn't say a word, she thought it would be her chance to get close to him. But she was wrong. A month after that plum's friend told her that B didn't like her style. Plum cried so hard. She was so sad because she scared that it would be the same story with the one she had with A back then. You know, with A calling her names. History sometimes repeats itself, that was what plum think. One time, she tried reaching C on msn. He replied it, it's not just the same as back then. And that was when plum realized that C wouldn't like her too, just like A. Plum got so sad because, it was hard for her to move on (it took 5 years) and then when she did move on, it all just the same with the last one. The only different was that they're not the same person.. And that was the story about plum. What is the ending? That one, I don't know. I wish plum a very happy ending either with A or C.

Loneliness knows my name

Yea i hate having to write this cheesy post but my fingers wont seem to stop moving on the keyboard. And my mind wont stop blabbering until i share it here. Okay, so what im going to say is.. I hate being alone. Im really through and have had enough of this... single phase. But we're not gotten to that part yet. The most shitnetron and EMO part. Here goes. My secret wish is to be loved for who i am, who i really am. But unfortunately..... No one ever loved me for the way i am. Fact is no one's ever said i love you to me before (this is about boys. of course my family and friends have!)Gosh, there, i said it! Now im an emo girl! Rawwr!

a post about the best place in the world

I love school. i really do, i always have, and i always will. hence i dont wanna leave school. you know, in school, there's always this one person that you get up and go to school for. the one that makes your heart beats faster, a certain pep maker, not to mention the one that makes all those years in school so beautiful even though the lesson's sucks. the one that makes you humming and smiling everyday, with or without reason. the one that makes you want to be the prettiest girl in the world. the one that makes your problems less sucks. the one that you always dream about almost every night. the one that when you have this conversation with your friends, you'd always wait patiently for them to mention his name just so you can start off the subject about him. the one that when you go to bed and covered up in blanket, still got you thinking and smiling about. and the one that got you say the words "im in love".
And in school, there are always these people that you'd always want to meet, to hang out with, to cry with, to smile with, and do everything with. you know that dont you? yes they're called FRIENDS. yes there are some times that i cant stand them. the jokes, the names they call me, the -sometimes- annoying attitude, etc., etc... but no matter what they are or what they do... i still love them all.
This is the last part. in school, there are always these people that you're supposed to respect but -sometimes- you dont. the one that teach you everything from abc to h2c. the one that sometimes you'd want to throw up to. and the one that when graduation comes, -no matter how you hate them back then- you're gonna cry for.. they're called teachers.
Im gonna miss school so much. the lameness to get up at 5 o'clock in the morning. the excitement to buy new stuffs before the school start off. going to mayestik to buy some new uniforms before the holiday's over. the nervous breakdown when the exams season comes. oh boy do i love school so much..
And im off to college next year (Insha Allah amin). Leaving all the memories behind... no, i'll carry all the memories with me, the good one, the bad one, all of them. 12 years of school is the best years in my life this far. Especially the last 6 years. middle school and high school. okay now im blabbering. and i think im gonna cry lol. last words... i wont forget to remember you guys (friends from primary, middle, and high scool) in fact we shall still hang out even though we'll be drifted apart.. i love you guys, so much :D and i surely wont forget all about school.
p.s: by writing this post, doesn't mean that i dont wanna go to college. i do want to go to college. it's just because im so sad facing the fact that im gonna be leaving school in a year. that's all.

Legend

Just had a small talk with my stepdad. We were watching a newsflash about Jacko's funeral when he asked me "who's the legend of your era?" and i couldnt answer. That's when i realized, our era (The 2000 era) doesnt have a legend or an icon. Jacko was a legend even before he died. The beatles were a legend too. And so was elvis. But who is the legend of our era? One who everyone would go crazy about and famous all over the world.....

Remembering the time

.....were holding hands in the haunted house, walked under the same umbrella, sat in front of me at the bus, laughed at all my jokes even though it wasnt funny at all, shocked me with the electric lighter, had one too many conversations.. Oh i couldnt ask more :):) it really is the best trip ive ever had. What with the lovely little incidents and a great time with my best friends and my 9 of 28 girls, not to mention a great time with my crush (details in the front paragraph) i'd give everything to go back to that time. It was all fun fun fun from the first day to the last. Its something i'd remember, lyk, the rest of my life. Sure there was some teeny tiny bit of.. unhappy things such as the few many times when im being reminded that he has a girlf. Oh, sod it, whats the point of remembering it anyway? What matters the most is that i had such a great time with him while he was away from his girlf ha di ha. And then we were back to jakarta, and i woke up and then ka boom! All is vanished all is gone. The lovely time, i mean. Boo... How i wanted to go back to last week, spend another 5 days (and nights) with him and my friends, going on a trip i would never ever forget. Oh gosh im such a wimpy kid, am i? What hurts the most is the fact that i like him a little more than before..